Personal thought progression about private servers

I have recently noticed something quite unusual about my thought process when I play on private servers. It seems that it keeps following some kind of pattern going from a micro point of view (only seeing what's in front of my eyes) to a macro one (holistic one, trying to see the whole world and all its different connections), and going from my own wishes up until big general ideas that could influence everyone.

And I have made a rough flowchart about it (my first one ever!).